Were it not for the suffering that is inherent in my tests, how would I understand its purpose? The glimpses of power that I perceive are motivating and encouraging, but then my view of this too is tested when I am asked to trust, to persevere and to be patient. I love the visual in the film Avatar where the mother tree is the source of divine assistance, where a physical connection could be made to receive assurance to forge a certain path. This was a visual symbol for those steps that I must take on this life journey. God is my source and I must recognise it, turn unto Him for refuge and submit to His will. These steps involve systematic daily exertion. Although this takes effort and sacrifice, there is an even more challenging part, that of recognising what I must leave behind before I may advance. I believe this path is to be pursued with out material burdens that weigh me down and impede my progress. Ironically, it takes added strength to have the courage to discern and discard these weighty thoughts and behaviours. I carry many, but lately I have been able to discard some really hefty ones. Grief is followed by peace and certitude that this was indeed what needed to occur. I aim to remember and recall often that strength is the virtue that enables me to weave the brightly coloured threads of my suffering into a pattern that is beautiful.
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