In conversation with a colleague the other day, we divided our projects responsibilities and duties. I volunteered to be responsible for the writing. I remember saying, I love to write! I was excited at the prospect of doing this and wholeheartedly offered myself. Then, yesterday as part of the application process for a course I wish to pursue, I discovered that I am required to write a 5-10 page critical analyses of a legal issue that interests me. Dread, resistance and overwhelm surrounded me as I thought about undertaking this task. I said to myself, oh no I cannot do this!! I fervently wished things were different. After some time, I came up with a potential topic and aired it in conversations with my husband and friends. Their feedback was positive and I realised that this was indeed possible. The universe is supporting me today by offering opportunities to practice acceptance. It encourages me to receive this test with humour and grace. Truthfully, it is necessary preparation for me and will serve as confirmation to the course administrators and myself, that I have what it takes to be successful. I recall that conversation with my colleague and the enthusiasm and joy I experienced. As the dust of resistance settles, the way forward comes into clearer focus.
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